SO GENDER HUH

gender is a thing i feel a whole lot about, partly because i have a whole heap of identity issues already. after a near-decade of wandering the genderspace, my personal answer is:

i am null. that's my gender identifier, like "male" or "female".

it's a term i'm really fond of for various reasons. i just like the sound of it, for one! it's a fun thing to say with your voice.

for another, it reflects my thoughts on the way i personally "perform" gender. i.e., i do not. i submit a blank page. my gender is a lacuna.

and for another...
if you know, you know.